you
provide comfort, laughter, emotion and lust

you
eminate innocence, bravado, warmth and friendship

How can this be?

inexperience dictates impossibilities

perhaps divine intervention has made other plans for you and I
for I find it hard to resist

you
over days and weeks and months of denial and
you
are a constant
like favorite jeans
torn, faded and bleached
and soft to the touch in sensitive places

you
are
as
I
am

conflicted

I wish i knew for certain