Im a misfit soul
Befriended by everyone
Hated by all of them
The world holds nothing for me
My heart empty
I have lost my thoughts

Gone

I drop the last of my words in the trash
Worthless are the meaning
Of things said from my mouth
I can help but feel
Im not worth it anymore

All the escaped fates of death
Just to live a life
Without
Anyone
I don’t see the amusement in it
The joke is on me
And im not having fun with it
I just want to be done with it
Let it run its course
Completely dry me out
Evaporate my insides out
Leaving no lasting impression

I am no one

A figment of your imagination
Something you could not fathom
Cause to you my life could not be as I say it is
Not as bad as it sounds
Things have to be better then that
And I have not told you the worst of it
I gave up everything
Just to be happy within
I guess im asking for too much
To be happy
And yet
All I get
Is worse
Feeling so bad for wanting to be honest
To not lie anymore
And im the one that’s wrong
For wanting that

Its hard to stay positive
When the world seems so dark
The avenue being taken only offers one direction
And its not a direction im willing to go in
So I end up standing still
Alone
In the dark
Without help
I am on my own
Scared with the red letter
The outcast by discrimination
And prejudice against the unknown
Because no one cares enough to want to know
Understand
Is too much for them
Causes them too much pain
So fuck me right
Ill be fine

So much I want to give
So much I have to offer
And its all being wasted
Letting it all die inside
Burning it alive
Turning it to ashes
Letting it become dust

Im gona leave this earth
Under the cover of night
A silent departure
Just another soul let go of

No twenty one gun salute
No folded flag
Just an empty grave
And a no name marker

Here lies an unknown soldier
His heart was selfless
Full of compassion
Honorable till the end
So here lies whats left of him

All the things he couldn’t take
And some things that have vanished
Never to be seen again
Its too bad no one took the time to understand

Cause now its too late…. As he is gone….. Forever