no matter what happens, i cant and dont want to take him bak
he's just gonna hurt me again but i do really miss him
what is wrong wit me
im fed up with the lies, the broken promises and the tears
why think about him when i knoe that he doesnt even care
i dont mean anything to him
he steady doing me bogus but i keep runnin bak givin him another chance
it feels like he broke my heart too many times that i cant love another
is that WHY i cant move on
he messed me up because honestly, i dont kno what to do
im so confused
i dont believe a word he says but i want to
what did i do to deserve to be treated like this
i blame myself for loving him, for bringing him into my life
because i had a feeling that he wouldnt treat me right
its hard to let some things and pple go
because he wasnt just a dude i fell in love with
he was and still is sumbody, my friend, my love, my world, my everything
but i guess i just gotta let him go
why am i so stuck on him
why do i expect him to call when we dont even talk anymore
why am i still holding on
with him, i felt loved
he made me feel safe at night
he did all he did to mess wit my head, i guess
and it worked but im hopin it doesnt work this time
how come i keep letting him bak into my heart when i know that my heart cant take anymore of him
i feel stupid, i feel dumb
im guessing that ill get over him but once again i knoe that he'll call
9 months of happiness, sadness, madness, hatred, love, laughter, and pain, all goes down the drain
i never knew that i could feel like this but now i know
we just arent meant 2 be
i try to stay happy but really i am dying inside
i can say much more but lets not get to that part

someday, ill be over him
someday, ill really be happy
someday, ill be with someone who loves me and treats me right
SOMEDAY! HOPEFULLY!