'just my feelings... take it easy on me guys--- no one has ever read this stuff-- to say the LEAST *posting it on here is HARD to do** Much love n God Bless : ) : )'






Refusing to cry anymore
The reality of our situation is painfully clear
Too many tears stain this cold floor
Recognizing a fake
Can no longer run with my eyes shut
Who am I to continue putting my life at stake?

No juvenile games.
No holdin’ on.

This is me,
Trying to move on.

Already I have given too much
Been your lover/friend/Mom…
What I was blind to...

- I’m this mans crutch -

Guess I’m guilty
como tu
Had me running on empty
Must be a fool
To think you could ever sustain me.

One more time.
One last embark.
But I had to…

------------“Throw away the lights, the definitions,
And say of what you see in the dark.”------------

Yes, yes I cried
Could see I was hurt
How did this pain evolve?
Replaced by this curt...

- IRRITATION -


Yes that is me
Was me.

However this lady is..
No longer concerned.
It is fair to say we tried,
But our future I have already discerned.
Consider this our final goodbye. Then,
- Imaginame sin ti -
Ultimately being loved the way I should be
- Unconditionally -

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“I came to explore the wreck.
The words are purposes.
The words are maps.
I came to see the damage that was done
And the treasures that prevail.”
-Adrienne Rich