I sealed my pen in between my dreams
Never to leak
Seap in between the lines
My soworrows
Pain and betrayals
Left by this world who claim to love me
But I find myself
Just me
Dying underneath the cool sheets
Beneath this pain
That's drowning...Leaving me
Speared with each wave of depression
Questioning
Why is that I am the one to suffer
Inch by Inch
With continuos and razored thoughts
Betrayals by those who claim to want a better side of me
and yet they shred me
Piece by Piece
With nowhere to run or hide
I stand bare
Crying.. Hoping they can feel the dropplets of pain
And eventually save or kill me
Release me from this living hell
Where I lived in it's shadows
Never being able to breath
Eve
Cursed me.. Poisoning my steps
And Adam
Never gave a damn about me
Raping me at the age of three
Leaving nothing but worthless thoughts
And yet I searched for his comfort
Hoping he could heal my wounds
That multiplied by three
Planting
I
A seed
Watering it with pain
Eventually raping me
Leaving me bared trough life
Lifeless
Hoping he could save me
But instead he impregnated my womb
Leaving my heart to bleed
And there I find myself
Alone
With no one to heal the aches
So I beg
Someone save or kill me!