I BOUGHT A PIN
I BOUGHT WHITE LACE
I GOT HOLY WATER
AND A PICTURE OF YOUR FACE

THE LIGHTS TURNED DOWN
CANDLES WERE MY LIGHT
SAT ON THE FLOOR TO READ
AND PREPARED FOR THE NIGHT

TOOK THE LITTLE DOLL
LAID IT ON MY SCARF
READ IT ALL OVER
AND STARTED WITH THE HEART

IT READ
“MAKE ACHE”
SO I POKED
LETS SEE HOW MUCH YOU CAN TAKE

NEXT PART WAS CLEAR, THE HEAD
IT READ “CONFUSE”
SO I POKED
THIS HAS TO BE BETTER THAN YOUR ABUSE

WENT TOWARDS THE FEET
IT READ “CRIPPLE”
SO I POKED
THREE TIMES, I WANT YOU TO FEEL THAT PAIN TRIPLE

THEN CAME THE DICK
IT READ “INFECT”
SO I POKED
HOPE IT’LL BE GONORRHEA THE DOCTORS DETECT

CAME ACROSS THE LUNGS
IT READ “DIFFICULTY BREATHING”
SO I POKED
THAT’S FOR ALL THE BREATHES I LOST EVERY TIME I CAUGHT YOU CHEATING

I OBSESSIVELY GO TO THE CENTER OF THE HEART
IT READ “BREAK”
SO I POKED
BUT I START HAVING MY DOUBTS, THIS DOLL SEEMS SO FAKE

((NEXT MORNING))

HOLLA, THIS IS XXXXX’S MOTHER ((SHE WAS CRYING))
I WANT YOU TO KNOW MY SON IS DEAD
I CAN’T MAKE SENSE OF WHAT HAPPENED
BUT I KNOW THERE WAS HEMORRHAGING TO THE HEAD
SO I RUN TO THE HOSPITAL
I WANT TO KNOW PERSONALLY HOW HE DIED
THE DOCTORS SAT ME DOWN
AND EXPLAINED TO ME WHY
WE THOUGHT HE DIED OF AN ANEURISM
HIS CONFUSION AND UNCONTROLLABLE THOUGHTS DROVE HIM INSANE
BUT THEN HE SAW HIS HEART
AND THAT ALSO WAS TO BLAME
HIS HEART WAS SEVERELY BROKEN
SOMEHOW IT SEEMS IT WAS DONE WITH NO REMORSE
WHAT EVER CAUSED HIS HEART TO BREAK
WAS ONE HELL OF A POWERFUL FORCE
IN HIS DYING HOURS
HE WANTED YOU TO KNOW
THAT HE LOVED YOU WITH ALL HIS HEART
AND HE’S SORRY HE HAD TO GO
HE FINALLY FELT YOUR PAIN
AND WONDERED IF THAT’S WHAT YOU FELT TOO
YOU FINALLY MADE HIM REALIZE
THAT THERE WAS NO ONE QUITE LIKE YOU

“HOLLA”, SAID THE DOCTOR… DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANT???

I JUST WALKED AWAY AS I SMILED............................................