**Dudes!!!!!!!...Messed up in tha audio, but i REFUSED tuh start over for the 5th time...seriously**







i'M watitin for you...did you kno?
i'M missin you...wish you never had
Tuh go...but wait...hol up...how
Can that be...gotta get a grip on reality
i never had you becuz you left me
&& we all kno you can't miss somethin
You neva had...or can you?

i'M waitin for you...wish i
Could see you soon...since
You've been gone, i've been
Tryna pull thru this thing called
Life with out you...

&& i must admit...lately
i've been doin pretty
Good so far...
But in mah heart is still
a hole that's waitin to become
Whole...can't seem tuh let go
Of how you jus let me go

When...You walked outta mah
Life...but wait a minute...you
Were neva in it...in the beginnin
You were neva committed
Tuh the possiblity of me && u

Subtractin one from 2
&& becomin one

But i'M still waitin fuh you
That little girl in me is still
Waitin fuh you...wishin you
Were thinkin about her too
But see me...

i kno better...she tries tuh
Get her hopes up, but papi
i won't let her...she desrves
So much more than what you
Gave her...

NOTHiNG...you gave her nothing
&& in return she gave you her
All...she loved you from a far
Cus you left her no choice
Back wen she had no voice
Tuh say how she really felt

Delt with your absence
The best way she could
Loved men who didn't love
Cuz you taught her that

Taught her that
No man could ever love her
i mean you didn't love her
So why would they?

iN her bed she used tuh lay
&& silently pray tuh God
Hopin he could pass her prayers
On tuh you...Cuz that's all
She ever really wanted was
You...&& i've done all i could
Do tuh get thru tuh her

&& i've done all i could do
To erase her hurt...&& trust me
She's hurt...she hides it really well
But she's apart of me...so when she's
Hurt...i can tell...when i stare into

Her eyes i can see it...but fuh some
Reason...that little girl in me just ain't
Leavin

Cuz she's waitin fuh you...
Waitin fuh papa tuh come thru
Her door && into her life
&& take the pain that you caused away

Still six years old
Papi...i have your face
When i stare in the mirror
i see you

Wondering if every time you stare
iN the mirror...do you see me too?
When your blood flows...do you
Feel me inside of you
&& despite of the pain you
Put us thru

Daddy...we're still waitin for you