WRITTEN 10.01.09

I want to…walk away
Walk away
From all of the pain and the
Heartbreak
Walk away
From all of the falling tears
Spilling from the ducts
Of my brown eyes
I want to walk away from
The you and the me
Say goodbye to the us that
Was once the we
Spilt our being into the
He and the she
For eternity

I want to…walk away
From the pain that lingers in my
Heart from everyone & everything
I thought I once knew
Push aside the ones who claimed
They were down for me
Who stuck to me like crazy glue
But slowly peeled away
And left me here
Kneeling before my own
Reflection
Asking the sky…
…Why me?

I want to…walk away
To someplace far away
Where the sun shines and the rainbows
Glisten before my eyes
Sway away to this place that
Leaves my eyes dry
No more puddles of salty dropping
Forming between my
Shaken fingertips
This place where my lips
Need not quiver wondering
When the next heartbeat
Will creep up on me
Burning my pride
And killing my
Battered ego…

I want to…walk away
Into my dreams
This place where I can be me
Without the restraints
Of you pulling
Me down to that place I told
Myself I shouldn’t be
That place where my heart
Couldn’t bare to be
This place where my heart
Would always remain
To be…

I want to…
Walk with every ounce of
Fiber left in my body
I want to escape
This reality of being
Stuck beyond saving
Brushing away the fingertips that
Were extended within
My grasp

I want to…
Breathe a breath of
Fresh air

I want to…walk
Walk down a new path of life
Even if I cant love life
And live a life full
Of love…I want to walk
Walk until I
Can’t find my way
Because at least then I wont
Be able to find me
Buried deep inside
Hiding…

I just want to…
Pack my bags and walk,
Walk away forever
…Just walk away