sitting in a dimly lit living room he leans in for
THE KILL
though i feel it too
i fight my urges
cuz i don't want my wants to
contradict my needs
translation :
i wanna attack him with the longest,
most passionate kiss possible but...
i need a commitment
a man with a plan
not a little boy who wants to play
don't want him to use me physically
if he don't really want me...REALLY.
yeah, i'm a hot blooded female
but i'm also highly intelligent, dignified
possessing strength over emotions
so, i gotta shut it down now
any damage he does past this point
would just be me hurting myself...
so, relectantly leaning away,
i reach up and turn on another lap
"not-ah...what do u think you're goin???"
"come on, baby..."
"not-ah...what are u to me??"
"oh come on, baby...
why u gotta define everything??
let's no complicate things..."
so, without saying a word
i just stand up,
walk to the door,
open it and motion him out...
"oh COME ON, baby..."
"NO! cuz it ain't complicated
& if u can't make a commitment
well then, u just defined us
we're just friends...
so, imma need u to leave, MY FRIEND."
-dawn m frost