had lunch the other day
and my emotions came loose
brown eyes,tall,dark,and sexy
walked by on a journey of his own
he looked driven to a place
a place
of nowhere
walked steady and strong
making me believe he was on a mission
or his time was valuable
so valuable
he couldn't notice the mysterious lady taken off guard by his presence
i sit there star struck
waiting for my return back to earth
striped suit,tie,and the perfect edge
which gave him so much edge to the starting of my world
which was upside down
i needed help
landing these emotions without hurting myself

would be hard
so hard i called on my sistah Jeana
we'd kicked it for years and she knew about everything that could ever go wrong
or that could help me

see sistah was my guide
the guide to the real me
and the world i lived in that dealt with reality

as mr. sexy stood inches away
i looked with innocence
but lusted with passion
lips looked soft and ready for me to explore
my sistah talked on a level of reality

she wasnt here in my world of fantasies
she didnt have images of esctasy
being played and played in her mind
images that were so strong that you didnt want to fast forward only rewind

time took notice to my actions
and slowed down
living in a drunken state of mind
head dropped every time i couldn't hold my composure
he turned around
whoa!
my body had a virus
had to do an improper shutdown
had to reboot my mind and body
a glowing aura followed him
every inch of time passed
was so slow
my drunken state had taken full control

weak to my knees's
status was none
couldnt restart
just return
why today when life was good
there i sit
glued to my chair
breaths faster
heartrate above average
right here
right now
i'm down for whatever
effects of my drunken state
makes me feel relaxed
his left leg strides forward
right follows the stride
relaxed as ever
i let emotions fall in me
and not just on me
seeping in my pores
letting them drip in my soul
another left stride
now he is closer than he was a second ago
vibrations rivet through my body continuously
nonstop burst of sexual feelings
maybe he could be my sexual healing
my consoler
my controller
my every feeling


to be continued