zzz...zzz...during my slumber I can see what I lost and could have been apart of the greatest times of my life. It starts out at the girls house. I'm greeted with her presense and soft, comforting hug (omg dat girl is so soft). Her pet dog jumps on me for attention. I talk to her parents for a lil bit and me and the girl are headed downtown. We get downtown and we stop by marble slab for some ice cream. She pinched me cuz i was acting a donkey to the creamery workers. lol I eat some of my ice cream and steal hers out of her spoon wit mine. She steals mine out of the cup and a moment of laughter is born. She licked the ice cream off my face and I did the same. Damn she tasted so good. Lacing our fingers together we walked to the park benches and sat down with her leaning back on me in my arms. I made sure she wasn't goin anywhere even though there was no sign of attempt. We looked at the river and the bridge that i can't look down from without getting weak knee.

We talked for a while even about our future. Wealthy to middle-class household, 4 kids (2 sons and 2 daughters), in a big city, married in our 20's. I'm an accountant she's a lawyer. Should be fun. Am I crazy? No I would love to spend an eternity attached to her. If this is crazy then I need a stay in solitary confinement. She's gonna come to USC and spend the night with me on the weekends in my apartment. If she's to try anything those 4 kids could come sooner lol. After we finish talking about that I hold her tighter to signify my expression towards our talk. Time for me to take her home after a few hours of convo. So into our talk, we got in the car and I tried to drive off in park. She laughed and said I love you. I told her I loved her more. Then it went back and forth until i gave up and said that she was right and dat she loved me more. I took her home and hugged and kissed her goodnight. Next thing I know I'm in a room of pitch darkness. I get my phone and open it and turn to my right to see if she's there. But she isn't. Just a spot of emptiness. what did I just see? (to be continued)