Still sitting in front of my “therapy session” writing these words to you
I realize how much anger I have

How stubborn and immature I am acting

How stupid I am for letting this situation escalate

For ASSuming that you were cheating
For ASSuming that you were lying

Moment of honesty: I am scared

When we first met it was a dream come true
We would sit up all night talking about our dreams and aspirations
Falling asleep in the car because we didn’t want to leave each other
You know what I’m talking about…

This was a pure love, one that was everlasting
A love like no other


One that only God could create

So……what am I trying to say

I am scared of losing Me-which is you-which makes US

I am saying that I want you to hold me tonight
The way that you used to
Like it was the last time you would ever touch me

I am saying that I still want to grow old with my soul mate
Waking up to you and only you each morning

I am saying that I appreciate everything that you do for me
And everything that you try to do

I am saying that we should pray together and ask God for guidance

This is a new year and we should put the past behind and look toward the future

I am saying that

I LOVE YOU!