Im all fucked up emotionally
Visits from the ghost of "what if"
Keeps visiting.
Confusing my understanding of
Unconditionally.
Threatening thoughts of my future
Causing me to consider,
What if he is just Mr. right now?
I question myself how, do i know
If I really love him?
I know cause I love him even
When it hurts.
Im afraid, what if it doesn't work?
I'm mentally distraught, caught up
I'm trying to figure out, how much clout
Mr. what if has, trying to stay positive
Im trying not to relive, the what ifs' from my past.
Im tryna make this love last.
I want this forever,
This feeling of euphoria,
This feeling of peace
I can't seem to release
My own special story
My own scent of brand new
No more what if's,
I'm in love with you, baby
Yes, I will be your mrs.