WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

Am I tranparent?
Am I a ghost?
Lost yet again
I become societies host
Doing what they
Tell me
I have no face
No voice
Or meaning
The life line within me
Has once again
Started weaning
Wavering
Staring at the ground
I am lost
Still yet to be
Found

Torn between
people
What do I do?
I wish I knew
I wish I could
Come out mum
Of hidding
Im sorry I yelled
At you
But whats a teenager
to do?
A Million tears
Probably could
Never fix this fear
I hold dear
To my cold and dark
Heart
But my dear familly
Is now falling apart
Slowly down a
Spiral we all go
My insanity is a thing
That I really
Only know