What scares me is you loving me unconditionally
You being in love with me emotionally and mentally
Us being on the same level spiritually
Because I’m only used to being loved physically
For so long I thought that my bodily attribute was all I have to me
But you came along and brought out a different attitude within me
You treated me in a manner that was very healthy
And as silly as it sounds…that is very scary

What scares me is you loving me for me
You being there for me
In my time of need and not neglecting me
Because I’m not used to being so happy
I’m not used to being loved affectionately
I only understand being loved passionately
And these new feelings is overwhelming to me
And the thought of loving you back really scares me

What scares me is you being concerned about my feelings
And willing to take your time so I can start my healing
You not judging me for my past dealings
And accepting my children
Why you want me out of all of the women in the world
What makes me different from the next girl?
Why you even consider me wife material
I can’t understand why you want me in your life…front and center
You want me to commit, but I fear it

What scares me is you giving me your all
You putting me on a pedestal
So high that I’m bound to fall
You setting examples that is difficult for me to follow
I don’t think I want to take that pill because I know it’s impossible
For me to swallow

What scares me is you loving me may be your biggest regret
You wanting me to make decisions that I haven’t figured out yet
What scares me is you making me love you back

What scares me is you may not feel the same the next day
What scares me is after letting my guard down, you’ll take your love away
Because after getting to know the real me…your love will most likely fade



Inspired by Kggg