see for the past few weeks i been stuck between
4 guys...gotta choose which scene

its crazy cuz numba 1 i been messin wit since 7th grade
started messin around an foolin at a yung age
stayin late after schoo
bout to fuk in the bathroom
yea we was doin stupid shit
but ma feelings fa him is too much to admit
we had good times, laughin an bein silly
our past was our past, he was always sayin he feel me
we both kinda got that jelous tendency
our body's an ways attracted to our intamency
along wit each of our personalities
cuz we gave up others an diversaites
but he seem like he's hidin somethin
an thas when i start to feel i kno nothin
got questions but should i ask them
jus happy i didn't fuck him
still messed wit him when i wasn't wit no one else
he was my little secret i kept to my self

den a while after here comes numba 2
he knew wat me an numba 1 use to do
started gettin into our ways
lol good times, thinkin back on them days
we did everythin together
for a while he was to be considered like my brother
he was like ma best friend
goofin off an gettin in trouble wit him
but he left me so i moved on
even though he wasn't gone for too long
he came back and tried to pick up where we left off
but its not that easy to do right off top

after him was numba 3
wit me he was always seen
hung out fa a month, went along for more
in a relationship my heart was a open door
we went everywhere an did everythin together
people use to say we was perfect an wud be forever
we had the good times
an that brought along the bad times
cause see we would kiss fuk an touch
i thought maybe this was too much
ended up with an adult situation with him
he dont kno, it was handled with a whim
but we always had fun
but his mom is what made us done
we broke up cause of complication
now i sit and wonder what happen to dedication

numba 4 was in my mind made perfectly
he was always there for me
him, i could tell anything
but certain situations was mindracking
yea we had our ups and downs
but in him love i found
still have love for him to this day
and i always will in a way
no matter what happens i can always count on him
sorry fa any way i hurt him
in my mind he diserved more
hes got the potential for
a girl who will do what eva when eva fa him
on that will be there for him
for him i wish the best
cause no matta wat happen...he was diff then the rest

now im stuck with 1 an 3 tellin me they love me
when 2 im wit but the relationships gettin rocky
4 i got mad luv for
all of its gonna make my heart sore
hurt 1 by gettin wit 2, an soon 2 fa messin wit 3
in this situations idk wats best for me
2 doesn't act as if he cares like he should so ppl say leave
1 and 3 sayin they got love, but idk if i should believe
wit 3 evrythin feels right from touch to talk
but 1 its kinda the same an fa me he'll always walk
constantly shows he cares
an no matta what he'll be there

only question now is who do i choose
when none of em i wanna loose
dont wanna hurt none of them
but home girls said by it im not hurtin them
im hurtin me
so jus say truthfully
what you think would be best fa me?