** I could easily act like shit was all good all of the time.. We had our differences … But that doesn’t take away from the Good shit.. He was a REAL GOOD DUDE .. REST IN PEACE DOUGH**

Wandering thoughts

Listening to scales balance the world
(Triple Beam Dreams)
The Red eye, meant a nigga was high

And

Gem stars used by track stars
Chopping product measured by Ki's
for keys to a car

This was the reality of a Soldiers Misfortune

… Wait

I scrapped my knees
In a plea to a higher being
Almost calling on telekinesis
Pausing in reversed time
Trying to find the perfect time to freeze shit

We pledged Allegiance
To slay some broads
Placed bets on strained vocal chords

Now…

I strained my vocal chords
Questioning the lord
As if he was wrong
Wishing your stay in the physical
Could’ve been prolonged

Now, I live with regrets

Wish I could have pieced
together another masterpiece
one that at least showcased, again
where we cut our teeth

You

Broke day on blocks

I

Mourned too many friends
That met with an early end

Making my penmanship
Scorned and bent
Cursing so much
Atheists think I should have to repent

Now that’s some shit

We live to die

First breaths are conformation
That soon you’ll mourn for me
Toss Rose petals attached to stems
Humming Hymns waving a Rosary

I need… One More…. Piece

So

I suppose
Life is too perplexing

Mental break downs
Will have a nigga stressing

Luckily the reason I bleed
Is for One singular Blessing

Caught up as life’s illegitimate contestant
Contesting every life lost …. Correction

Contesting Every life lost in my vicinity
Had me viewing breathing as the enemy

But

What the Fuck ?!?!?! ..

Lost love
Makes connections
On the other side
.
And
.
Life is a hell of a ride
.
And
.
We rode for one day
.
And
.
One day
.
I might be able to FINALLY say
Face to Face
or
Wing to Wing
If I could ever denounce the Devil in me
.
How much I appreciated that day

**Peace to all the Niggas on that side of things… Peace to Sidewalk and Nito … Shit like this have a Nigga thinking how frivolous shit gets and how FINAL life is. We don’t get a second chance at this shit.**


Medley: Intro / A Million And One Questions / Rhyme No More - Jay-Z