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With my eyes closed at night
I start to wonder...am I invisible to others because I chose not to be seen....
through the glass-mirror that's cracked down the middle
with blood streaming down.....reading eternity
I want to scream...pinch myself....does that seem crazy
to make you believe that I'm loyal...surreal.....
just wants a place to call my own

With my eyes closed at night
I start to wonder....am I in love.....
flowing hearts circling around me...
lifting me up to the highest cloud to catch my fall
as someone's hand reaches out.....to say I got you....
to kiss me on the lips someday, is what my prince charming said to me....
you're an angel whose mind...body and soul is pure
lifeless....like a porcelain doll...but beautiful in my eyes

With my eyes closed at night
I start to wonder.....why can't I smile....laugh
when I'm around my own family....am I ok
am I going through another phase.....
not wanting to breathe an ounce of oxygen...not caring
if my body is laying underneath the ground...
as people walk on by.....crying fake tears
saying that they miss me....
when they never knew I was there
while they're in my face laughing.........

With my eyes closed.....
I start to wonder....why
am I waking up in cold sweat......
my body aches of the emotional rollercoaster that I've been on....
I'm not depressed or in the state of mind to be...
I'm not taking pills for my racing heart-beat
I'm not a hazard to my health.....
I guess...I'm afraid to be standing alone, when one by one
each person is leaving out of my well-being....with my eyes close......