Have u ever been in a position
where it seemed like no one would listen

to anything u were saying,

but u kept on talking
and the more u talked....

the more u felt akward?

Next thing u know
your words start stumbling
then tears start tumbling down your face!

Now u cant look at anything so u
start staring into space.

Loud sounds of silence
soft thoughts of violence fill the air....
signs of confusion....Fuck it

I DONT CARE!!!!!!

but i'm still here
i never left
thats like taking my last breath
and wishing for death

My eyes are watery
but filled with hope and chance like lottery
wishing i could mold and shape
our relationship like pottery

but i can feel the clay crumbling beneath me
U dont trust me?
Try to believe me!!!

we are alike and different in so many ways
last night i did something different -- got on my knees and prayed

said a simple prayer, "Lord, show me a sign if
we're supposed to grow old together."

I know there is a lesson learned with each mistake
or is it a blessing turned into a curse by not putting God first?

From the day we met
approaching u was something i knew
i would never regret

We started out with nothing more than casual conversation
not looking for much
but ended up
in deeper relations

I love u, u should believe it!
and if u need a commitment

Here is my written agreement

4 ever yours

I truly mean it.


Lo Key